sincerely, sincere

you might be right, i might need to change
but you know what, i also need my friends, i need you to be there for me when you say you will
i need you to not say things on purpose to hurt me,

i also need you to believe me when i say that im trying, dont act like you know everything, you haven't been around, i know you see things that i dont know you see, and i know you know more about me than i realize. but i also know that we've had very few real conversations in the two months that we're supposed to have been friends
i appreciate your intention; what i do need is to grow up,
and to change something
but i wish you would know that im not a faker
i feel the way i feel when i feel it, and just because i dont shove it in
everybody else's face, doesn't make me insincere
try to understand that