forget the world

back to my "simple, non thinking existance"
its not working
when i avoid the things that bother me, i.e. other people, i end up thinking, because when i avoid other people i have no life, so all i haveto do is think
and when i get around other people, i get really annoyed and want to be by myself

im creating my own little viscious circle

now, do exscuse me while i go create a small hole in my viscious circle, and forget everything for a couple of hours