december

its been awhile

how have you been?
good i hope
i do worry

im scared to write in this now
but here i go--in order to overcome your fear, one must face it head on
i think

im tired
no, not just tired, overwhelmed
i want to know about college
i want to take a break
i want to not be failing art
i want to not feel like im letting everyone down

i want last year back
but, i can only move forward.