oddest week
i went spiraling into this ridiculous depression for several days
borderline suicidal depression, i was mean to my friends
i cried in art class, i laughed while crying
i didn't want to go to school, i didn't want to paint, i didn't want to see my friends
i didn't want to eat,
i didn't want to do anything
i seriously thought about going back to therapy
i'm still seriously thinking about going back to therapy, unless i stay better
but i really thought i was going crazy for a few days, i've never been that bad
i guess i just need to wait it out, see what happens